JA946

sorry i haven't posted anything in awhile.....everytime i start school....i have no time during the quarter to paint or draw...or do anything that i really enjoy for that matter.....it's like college sucks the life from me ....literally...and not to mention that the blood suckers do a number on my wallet to...sons of bitches....but what can i do? not a god damned thing...tt's what...but anywho...the quater is over in 2 weeks!! thank fuckin god.... dude...i am so mentally drained....so i will have time to paint again!

i feel i have grown as an artist. i feel proud of my work. some of them not as good as others...but that's how you learn.....i am a new artist...before i started deviant art i thought i couldn't draw anything... and now i have proved myself wrong...i've always wanted to be a painter but never had any encouragement...everyone always tells me i will never make money being an artist....this may be true...but that's not what it is about for me ...i do it becuase it feels good.... to create something ....to express myself in a way words can not.... i am happy with that not being my source of income...but i will still paint...and if it does make me